what do you live for?

What do i Live for? that is a very good question, i have always thought about that, but when i never knew what i would live for but i know now what to live for and that is for the sake of my parents and my future wife and kids. also that i want to live for homeless people or the people that are in alot of need for who has absolutely no money. i want to dedicate my life to helping people with my money that is what i want to live for.

Have nice life sal, i'll come visit u when ever i come back in town.

saturday skoo & LOP jus lik prison....

Hi. when I was watching 30 days in prison, damn i felt as though, i was in prison just by watching or thinking about it. how hard it would be to not do anything you want, basically the rules and everything is made up for you, you don't have to think about anything. Kind of like our school everything here is made up of rules. when watching 30 days in prison it made me feel as though i might end up in jail too. but then again i don't do illegal things, but it reminded me of saturday school and lop. what they do in saturday school is take all the kids lock us in a big room from 8:00 am in the morning till 11:00 am but in the middle around 9:30 am you get a small bathroom break. honestly though kids saturday school most of us can't really do any home work it just so hard when they force us to do. then again they say we don't have to do anything but we have to make it look like we are working and as long as were quite were okay. The thing is that not alot people can do their home work in a saturday morning and to me personally sitting there quiet for 3 hrs in the morning and you can't even sleep, u have to sit and not make a single noise. i think that's like mind torture it's so stupid pointless and every time i go to saturday i end seeing the same people for the stupidest reasons. Same with LOP they make you give up half u'r lunch period and then the student itches to wait for that half period to end and that makes the time go really slow in our lil heads and drives sum of us nuts, but the only good thing is that you can talk in there. unlike saturday school u cannot talk at all unless it really important. so yea jus like prison.

Doing Nothing

The assignment in class was to do absolutely nothing for ten minutes. meaning u couldn't think anything at all. Wat i did for my assignment was that i sat on my cough and started staring outside my patio. n also i was a bit tired too at that moment. while i was doing nothing my brother approached me and well he thought sumthing was wrong wit me and he tried to talk to me but i didn't answer him. all of a sudden wat he did was call my mom outta knowhere n i was like still doing nothing. my mom comes runing she sees me just staring into space or straight she asked me wat was wrong. that day i had come from track practice and i needed to sleep so my eyes were turned red. n my face looking pale. my mom got so worried that she started to think i smkoked sumthing big n i was in a shock n the she started shaking me n then i was like. mom it's ok im ok don't worry it's just an class assignment. n i explained the whole situation to her. but while i was doing nothing it seemed really hard to do nothing. for somereason humans can never do nothing for long period of time. us humans always have to do sumthing in order to keep peace in mind.